Titles are for pussies

things have happen

Sun, 19 May 2013 17:43:45 +0300

Generally the most vague headline ever.

A lot of time has passed since last entry. Why? Because I did not feel like sharing , mainly because I understand no one gives a fuck. Sometimes even I don’t give a fuck about keeping a journal of my life. But today I do feel like it.

A lot of events have took pace in this last month. Some were happy, while others I’d rather would have skipped.

I have attended a funeral of a family member of close friend , which was tough , not only of the fact that I had know idea what to do , but seeing misery makes me feel the same.

Moving on, me and Aleksis tried to do something that we have not tried before, and we did it. Cleaned a roof of a friends’ house, which turned out to be more challenging. A job well done.

SSE. Preparing for tests and interviews took a lot of time , which resulted in academic debt. So yeah , I won’t be passing some courses. Shit. But that is life. My interview was just after my birthday and believe it or not I had massive diarrhea on the 17th + Benjamin & SSE alumni pitched some hard questions to answer. I felt cornered and I don’t think I did as well as I could.

My birthday. I’m not a big fan of those. I had a dance rehearsal , watched Iron-man 3, went for some drinks with Estonian friend Arnold and Aleksis and we ended up crashing at their place. It was fun.

Georgia ,I will leave that adventure for other time.

Esmu aizvadījis pirmo A grupas sakti. Kolektīvs ieguva augstāko...

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 22:41:10 +0200

Esmu aizvadījis pirmo A grupas sakti.

Kolektīvs ieguva augstāko pakāpi un 9. vietu.

I shall not be the first to fall, nor the last to get up.

Tue, 05 Feb 2013 00:04:35 +0200

Last weekend me and my dace ”crew” had a rehearsal camp. Basically it is a long and intense dance session that lasts around two days. The beginning was tough and I’m not talking about camp, I’m talking about getting to the buss and waking up. I had ”a bit” to much to drink Friday night. But moving on.

Starting a day with a hangover is never a good thing , but it is the worst thing when you have physical activities planned for entire day. I couldn’t sleep in the bus, but I had a bear instead. Only thing that cheered me up was my collage who looked worse then I did. :D

Upon arrival I did not know what to expect, so I was happy with everything . We had occupied the 3rd floor of a Krimuldas secondary school’s sporting facilitation. It was close to perfect. The rehearsal studio was amazing- clean hard wood floors, huge mirrors which almost complacently covered two walls , sturdy ballerina bars, four huge speakers and a piano. The rest of the floor was covered in carpet, even the stairs.

As far as goes for dancing it was long , hard and rewarding.

I got tired now . to be continued.

dance, dance

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 20:24:45 +0200

Yesterday I had my third concert in Talsi and I figured out that dancing is a great way to see , if not the world,than at Latvia.

The routine is quite simple. We leave Riga around 10 am , then we get to the destination- Talsi. Have a rehearsal for 2 hours or less, eat lunch , get dressed for the concert and finally preform. What comes after? Party of course. This was no exception, we partied till 1 am and went back to Riga and I was happily in my bed by 4 am.

p.s. I ripped my pats during the second dance, but I was lucky enough to have picked the right color undies . :D

more is less

Fri, 18 Jan 2013 13:24:47 +0200

This was the week when I had tons of free time to do my course paper and prepare myself for the exams , but so far I have failed to do any of that. What a pity. I suck at managing my free time now. I have finished one assigment, that was tho most interesting - International Relation - causes of war and basically it all come down to money ( oil money).

New year is here.

Mon, 07 Jan 2013 14:23:29 +0200

This is the time of year when people try to make themselves better. I think that it is a great thing, but not for me.

I have not set any ambitious goals for the year in progress, I only hope that I will force myself to read more. Now when the time is the thing I need the most, I regret not reading books when I was in High school. That was just plain dumb. I have taken up a book recommended by a friend, and found some magazines that I find interesting.

1)GQ magazine - manly stuff, fashion and luxury

2) Science illustrated - everything is better with pictures.

3)IR magazine - Latvian magazine , that actually makes something worth reading.

There are many more worth reading, but I will focus on these for this year, but , don’t be fooled , I will also read important news online.

1) financial times - www.ft.com

2) CNN - www.cnn.eu

3) some Latvian sites

Coming to a conclusion , this year I will try read more.

Have a happy new year, and don’t let the snake bit you in the ass- make the best of it!

RGSL Christmas Ball . Me rocking a read bow tie and a red...

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 00:23:49 +0200

RGSL Christmas Ball . Me rocking a read bow tie and a red pocket square .

tā man iet.

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 19:35:29 +0200

Atbīdīsiemies no tendeces rakstīt , runāt un domāt angļu valodā, kaut uz mirkli.

Labs laika posms ir pagājis , kopš mana pēdējā ietraksta te , ne jau tāpēc, ka man nebūtu notikumu manā dzīvē , bet gan tāpēc ka man nebija vēlmes ar nevienu dalīties un es arī šubos vai kādam tas kaut ko izsacītu. Bet tas bija tad un tagad man ir brīvs moments un gribēšana padalīties.

Skola. Skola man šobrīd nekādas grūtības nesagādā , jo eksāmena nedēļa ir beigusies un es esmu ar visiem pieciem priekšmetiem ticis galā ( uzrakstījis eksāmenus). Kas un kā ,to redzēs vēlāk. Un šajā modulī es paņēmu tikai vienu izvēles priekšmetu un vienkārši izbaudīšu nedaudz vairāk brīvības un sporta zāles. Have a nice ass time. + doma par kādu prakses vietu arī ir manīta caurskrienam manam domu mākonim. Jāsāk skatīties iespējas.

Dejas. Jā , otrdienas un cetrudienas ir grūtākās nedēļas dienas priekš manis , jo deju meģinājumi parasti notiek vismaz 3 stundas. Dejas iemācīties ir manos spēkos , bet temps uzdots gan ir neslikts, jebšu drausīgi ātrs. Tev ir jāzin visas dejas! VISAS , lai gan tu dejo A grupas kolektīvā 3 mēnešus, nevienu tas neuztrauc. Tas ir izaicinoši un reizē arī kaitinoši. Nav vairs Alūksnes haļava.

Dzīve lēnām iet uz priekšu , badā nemirstu un grāmatu kalnā neslīgtu. Pagaidām man nav nekādu lielu sudzību , vienīgais gribētu vairāk vietas kojas skapī

20. decembrī ir pirmā Augstskolas Ziemasssvētku balle. Jāsamaklē sev tauriņš un balts krekls. Mazajā ģildē vajadzētu būt super.

time is my ryme

Mon, 29 Oct 2012 23:51:39 +0200

Yes, October is almost met his end ,which he calls November.

Snow is already wrapping grass and trees, wind is cutting to the bones and hat is an absolute necessity when leaving the dorms. It’s cold.

Time goes by in irrelevant passe. There is nothing much to look forward and the simple joys of life are limited minimum. I don’t really get see much my friends when in Riga , only time to meet some one for a longer period of time is to go home. That is exactly what I do. Now more then ever. I kind of miss people, kind of a lot. My phone is silent most of the time. Touche.

I like school , lectures are bearable and some are quite interesting. I have passed all of my intro courses and took up all electives within this module, hope I can manage them all.

Thinking about moving to an apartment with Alvis & Kalvis. We will see in some time, how that worked out.

p.s. I like the dorms , but I need just a bit more space. Can’t live in this box.

so in the begging of the class..

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 23:59:36 +0300

we will introduce ourselves to the class. Just simply say your name, lastname and the school you graduated.

Tikko sapratu ka manā kursā dominē pārsvarā Āgenskalna Valsts Ģinmnāzija un Rīgas Pirmā Ģimnāzija. Protams ir vairāki cilvēki no Rīgas 49. un 64. gimnāzijas, bet pārējie , kas in no ārpusrīgas ir saskaitāmi, manuprāt, uz rokas pirkstiem.

Kā jau katrā skolā , ir arī viens ”gailis” no Alūknses. Gan manā skolā , gan Alekša, bet es vēl neesmu sparatis , kas tas ir pa cilvēku viņa skolā , bet gan jau ar laiku…… :D

this I also enjoy.

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 19:54:12 +0300

this I also enjoy.

miegs

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 12:44:04 +0300

Lai gan miegam vajadzētu jūs uzlādēt un novērst domas no apkārtējās pasules , viņš un viņa padotie- sapņi- to ļoti neļauj īsti darīt.

Viss , kas zemapziņā apslēps un viss , ko esmu centies aizmirst tieši šonakt atgriezās pie manis sapnī. Tas nebija murgs , tas bija sapnis, bet ar visiem pagātnes “dēmoniem”. Nav brīnums , ka pat pēc 11 stundu miega es nejūtos nedz atpūties , nedz gatvs dzīvei.

Fuck.Šitas galīgi sapisa visu šodienu un visticamāk arī rītdienu.

big city

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 21:42:52 +0300

Lielpilsēta tagad ir jāsauc par savām otrajām mājās. Tik daudz kas ir jau noticis , ka pavisma noteikti kaut ko aizmirsīšu.

Sāksim:

Jaunas dzīvestelpa jau ir krasas pārmaiņas , par istabasbiedriem nerunājot.

Jauna skola un jauni kursabiedri

Jauns deju kolektīvs un jauni dejubiedri.

Viss ir jauns un nepazīstams , it kā jau interesanti , tomēr mazliet nepierasti. Ja Alūksnē visur ar kājām varēja nokļūt max 40 min , tad Rīgā šis laiks par ar sabiedrisko transportu var pat trīskāršoties. Nav jau traki sēdēt sabiedriskajā , ja 1) ir kus apsēsties 2) nav karsts kā pekles priekškambarī 3) nav indivīda kurš smaržo pēc dzēruša bomža ,kas vēl škietami nedaudz gruzd.

Rīga ir vieta ,kur tu , nevis gribot , bet dzīves piespiests , iepazīsti cilvēku no dažādiem Latvijas rajoniem. Jā kurā ir dažādi cilvēki, no Rīgas , no Jelgava, no Limbažiem, bet es esmu vienīgais no Alūksnes. Yay me. :D Visi pārsvarā pīpē , kā skursteņi un izmanot savus macbookus , lai uzlādētu Iphonus vai Ipadus. Most of you get the idea. if not - $$$.

šobrīd esmu paspējis jau 3 reizes pabūt vecrīgā , kur ir diezgan forši , jo ir tik daudz vietu uz kurām aiziet un lietu ko var redzēt.

skola man patīk , pat ļoti , netikai tāpēc ka tur visur ir bezvadu internets , bet pārsvarā tāpēc , ka tur ir svādāk nekā bija ģimnāzijā. Ne labāk ne sliktāk , bet vienkārši savādāk.

turpinājums sekos….

Diamond Hill is open for bussiness

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 18:45:20 +0300

No mājām esmu prom , prom tālajā svešumā , ko vietējie dēvē par Rīgu. Kopmītnes esmu jau iekārtojies. Mantas saliktas un ledusskapis darbojas pilnā sparā.

Dīvaina sajūta atrasties tālumā , kur nevienu nepazīsti un nav ko darīt.

Big city life, please, don’t eat me.

Vai nu melns vai nu balts

Sun, 19 Aug 2012 21:38:07 +0300

Ja es nevaru būt labs piemērs , tad es būšu šausmīgs brīdinājums.

Dārgākā spēle šovasar :D

Sun, 05 Aug 2012 22:14:38 +0300

Dārgākā spēle šovasar :D

Pozitivus ‘12

Fri, 27 Jul 2012 19:42:30 +0300

Pozitivus ‘12

pērle

Sun, 22 Jul 2012 17:49:46 +0300

”Nu, es tevi kaindof ienīstu.”

bēgt nav kur

Fri, 13 Jul 2012 00:30:49 +0300

soli pa sosim , mēnesi pa mēnesim es atliku šo brīdi. Studijas jau ir jāizvēlas, ir palikušas mazāk dienas nekā rokai pirkstu. Stress un bezadbildība dara savu-jebšu neko labu. Ja es zinātu ko vēlos , es būtu laimīgs cilvēks , bet es neesmu laimīgs cilvēks. Esmu tikai priecīgs. Teikšu jums visiem vienu Lielu”fuck you higher education” un iešu gulēt. Medicīna , jurisprudence un nākotne pagaidīs , kamēr es visu apdomāšu.

Pozitivus

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 17:34:50 +0300

Ir aktivizēts delžains taupības režims , lai es varētu sakrāt naudu pozitivus biļetei , bet apkārt tik daudz kārdinājumu. Saldējums , auksta kola un citādas ņammas. Jācer uz labāko.